We all use computers, smart phones and smart watches (at least most of us do!).
Almost like clockwork, every couple of months you get an update notification – the operating system needs a BIOS update, a security update, a version update, and so on. I am not sure of what is happening in the Windows world as I have long ago left that beautifully confusing world of Microsoft, and have been committed to Apple products ever since. Unfortunately, not all the application software I use is from Apple, because Apple does not make those applications. I have to depend on external apps (some of these emanate from Microsoft!). I have a habit of updating my Apple-oriented software almost instantaneously, as soon as the notification arrives either on my laptop or on my iPhone. So, I can say with confidence that my Apple products are always up to date. The reason is simple – if a hacker has got into the tightly coupled Apple ecosystem, then that is a big unusual danger; and if Apple releases a patch or a full update, we must quickly pay heed to it.
Now, this blog post is not about IT devices or Apple products.
It is about myself.
Yes.
Sometimes, I wind myself back to an “earlier” version of me, and look at that character with serious interest. It is exactly like the external hard drive that is connected to my Apple laptop, which uses Apple Time Machine settings to constantly keep my files updated in its drive. The unique thing is that it keeps an entire copy of the system as on various dates/times, and I can traverse back by dates/times and look at what was the state of the system some two weeks ago, or even two months ago. Of course, there is a limit since the hard drive can hold only so much, right? I think you get the picture.
All of us keep ourselves “updated” to the current time, what with the changes engulfing the world around us. The worry is that if we do not constantly keep ourselves up to date, we might either be out of date, or completely become irrelevant. So we try to , and aspire to be, the latest version of ourselves. Funny, but that is the way it is.
Now you see that you can choose a specific year in the past, or a range of years in the past of your life and browse back to those periods to see how you were – how did you dress, what did you do, and how did you behave? Were you a good guy, or were you kind to others? What exactly did you achieve in those years?
Fascinating to browse back and take a deeper look. I would get a variety of feelings when I zero in on a specific year – could be sheer happiness, or a kind of depression, or a sense of fulfillment, and so on. Many a time the year(s) I choose would be related to specific milestones, such as when I became the business head of a country’s business operations, or when my first grandchild was born, and so on. Those are the dates that you always remember. You should indeed.
The manner in which we operated in a specific past year would have been very different from what you would do in this current year. This is because our mind continues to constantly develop itself (never stops) and so our maturity and perception of events continue to change constantly. The way we view certain people in our business or personal life changes. The way we design or execute things changes. We become a different person eventually. We become more mature and more measured. We may not be that expressive as we were in the past. We gauge the situation around us more cautiously as we get older. If you do not agree with that, it is perfectly fine. You are just a “non-updated” operating system, which still survives well!
When I wander into my twenties, I wonder how I managed it all with what I would consider an obsolete operating system operating in a rather strange environment with lots of constraints. I come to the conclusion that if I had persevered and survived all those years, then I would just do well with whatever I have at the present moment.
Wrong conclusion.
Everything changes incrementally in life, and before we fully realise the impact of those continual changes, many years would have passed by. If we do not track those incremental changes, and continuously measure their impact, then our earlier operating system would not function properly. So, a constant update is a required necessity to handle the ever-changing world. I would need a new system, and had to keep updating myself almost every month, if not every day.
This is the reason why I never appreciate folks who refer back to the glorious past of any history, including theirs. Those great events are no longer relevant, and have not been relevant for a long time. You may then turn around and ask me, “Hey, I learnt a lot from my life experiences. Are you saying all that learning is a waste and I cannot apply any of that to my current life situation?”.
No, I am not saying that. You can use your learning, but do not expect the same results from the same learning or effort. Why? Because apart from situational differences, the people around you and the world around you have undergone vast changes and they do not care about your past learning from your past experiences.
I have stopped saying anything about my past successes, experiences, achievements, accomplishments, failures, and so on. These are not necessary ingredients in today’s world, and will never be relevant to the Gen Z folks who are increasingly determining how the world would be run henceforth.
While visiting an earlier version of myself is a cathartic experience for me, I am not applying any of those behaviours to my current time. But I have to say I surely enjoy those little excursions! It helps me in many ways, least of all delivering fresh energy to my being!!
Cheers,
Vijay Srinivasan
13th September 2026